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  <title>Blame Logic. Blame Consciousness. Blame Stupidity.</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;What would you feel if u get to know that you are falling in love with someone that you never thought that he/she would do such things??&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;Does it hurt?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;v:shapetype stroked=&quot;f&quot; filled=&quot;f&quot; path=&quot;m@4@5l@4@11@9@11@9@5xe&quot; o:preferrelative=&quot;t&quot; o:spt=&quot;75&quot; coordsize=&quot;21600,21600&quot;&gt; &lt;v:stroke joinstyle=&quot;miter&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:stroke&gt;&lt;v:formulas&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;if lineDrawn pixelLineWidth 0&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;sum @0 1 0&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;sum 0 0 @1&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;prod @2 1 2&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;prod @3 21600 pixelWidth&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;prod @3 21600 pixelHeight&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;sum @0 0 1&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;prod @6 1 2&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;prod @7 21600 pixelWidth&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;sum @8 21600 0&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;prod @7 21600 pixelHeight&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;v:f eqn=&quot;sum @10 21600 0&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:f&gt;&lt;/v:formulas&gt;&lt;v:path o:connecttype=&quot;rect&quot; gradientshapeok=&quot;t&quot; o:extrusionok=&quot;f&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:path&gt;&lt;o:lock aspectratio=&quot;t&quot; v:ext=&quot;edit&quot;&gt;&lt;/o:lock&gt;&lt;/v:shapetype&gt;&lt;v:shape type=&quot;#_x0000_t75&quot; alt=&quot;Undecided&quot; style=&quot;width: 13.5pt; height: 13.5pt&quot;&gt;&lt;v:imagedata src=&quot;file:///C:\DOCUME~1\SHARIF~1\LOCALS~1\Temp\msohtml1\01\clip_image001.gif&quot; o:href=&quot;http://www.tagged.com/jscripts/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/smiley-undecided.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:imagedata&gt;&lt;/v:shape&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;You had your best time with him/her. You sacrificed too much for him/her that you don&amp;rsquo;t know the meaning of &amp;quot;enough is enough&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;no&amp;quot; when he/she says so. You are damn jealous when opposite sexes of him/her contacting him/her eventhough both of you are just friends. You kiss and hugged her. And he/she did the same thing to you. You took notice of everything about her, even the smallest details. Putting your hopes high, in your mind, &apos;He/She&apos;s the one&apos;. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;He/she would say that he/she will only be happy being around with you. He/she would say that he/she is willing to sacrifice anything to be with you. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;What would you feel? Happy? Scared?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;v:shape type=&quot;#_x0000_t75&quot; alt=&quot;Undecided&quot; style=&quot;width: 13.5pt; height: 13.5pt&quot;&gt; &lt;v:imagedata src=&quot;file:///C:\DOCUME~1\SHARIF~1\LOCALS~1\Temp\msohtml1\01\clip_image001.gif&quot; o:href=&quot;http://www.tagged.com/jscripts/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/smiley-undecided.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:imagedata&gt;&lt;/v:shape&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;One fine day, he/she just says to you, &amp;quot;I don&amp;rsquo;t want things to go further. Let us just stay friends. And I have my reasons.&amp;quot; You didn&amp;rsquo;t say anything. You just have to accept and respect it because you know it&amp;rsquo;s would make him/her happy. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;Would you regret doing those things even though it had made you smile?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;v:shape type=&quot;#_x0000_t75&quot; alt=&quot;Undecided&quot; style=&quot;width: 13.5pt; height: 13.5pt&quot;&gt; &lt;v:imagedata src=&quot;file:///C:\DOCUME~1\SHARIF~1\LOCALS~1\Temp\msohtml1\01\clip_image001.gif&quot; o:href=&quot;http://www.tagged.com/jscripts/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/smiley-undecided.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:imagedata&gt;&lt;/v:shape&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;Knowing as that you and he/she are just friends, you know your limits. Day by day, you and he/she get further apart. And day by day, you keep hearing more stories about he/she that you wouldn&apos;t imagine he/she would have done it. You try to cover up for him/her till you just can&amp;rsquo;t. Stories that would hurt you, that made you go through the period of tantrums and depressions. You chose to believe because its not from a person. You heard it from people. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;What would your logic tell you?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;v:shape type=&quot;#_x0000_t75&quot; alt=&quot;Undecided&quot; style=&quot;width: 13.5pt; height: 13.5pt&quot;&gt; &lt;v:imagedata src=&quot;file:///C:\DOCUME~1\SHARIF~1\LOCALS~1\Temp\msohtml1\01\clip_image001.gif&quot; o:href=&quot;http://www.tagged.com/jscripts/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/smiley-undecided.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:imagedata&gt;&lt;/v:shape&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;Finally, you decide to abandon him/her. Leaving behind your hopes and bringing along memories. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;How would you feel now? Sad? Satisfied? Free? Or Stupid?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;v:shape type=&quot;#_x0000_t75&quot; alt=&quot;Undecided&quot; style=&quot;width: 13.5pt; height: 13.5pt&quot;&gt; &lt;v:imagedata src=&quot;file:///C:\DOCUME~1\SHARIF~1\LOCALS~1\Temp\msohtml1\01\clip_image001.gif&quot; o:href=&quot;http://www.tagged.com/jscripts/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/smiley-undecided.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;/v:imagedata&gt;&lt;/v:shape&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-fareast-font-family: &amp;#39;Times New Roman&amp;#39;; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA&quot;&gt;Just imagine people. Just imagine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;</description>
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