Blame Logic. Blame Consciousness. Blame Stupidity.
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What would you feel if u get to know that you are falling in love with someone that you never thought that he/she would do such things??

Does it hurt?

You had your best time with him/her. You sacrificed too much for him/her that you don’t know the meaning of "enough is enough" or "no" when he/she says so. You are damn jealous when opposite sexes of him/her contacting him/her eventhough both of you are just friends. You kiss and hugged her. And he/she did the same thing to you. You took notice of everything about her, even the smallest details. Putting your hopes high, in your mind, 'He/She's the one'.

He/she would say that he/she will only be happy being around with you. He/she would say that he/she is willing to sacrifice anything to be with you.

What would you feel? Happy? Scared?

One fine day, he/she just says to you, "I don’t want things to go further. Let us just stay friends. And I have my reasons." You didn’t say anything. You just have to accept and respect it because you know it’s would make him/her happy.

Would you regret doing those things even though it had made you smile?

Knowing as that you and he/she are just friends, you know your limits. Day by day, you and he/she get further apart. And day by day, you keep hearing more stories about he/she that you wouldn't imagine he/she would have done it. You try to cover up for him/her till you just can’t. Stories that would hurt you, that made you go through the period of tantrums and depressions. You chose to believe because its not from a person. You heard it from people.

What would your logic tell you?

Finally, you decide to abandon him/her. Leaving behind your hopes and bringing along memories.

How would you feel now? Sad? Satisfied? Free? Or Stupid?

Just imagine people. Just imagine.

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